And the Beat Goes On

...The beat of my heart longing and urging to find my one true love. I'm being way over the top and exaggerating for theatrical sake. Remember when I wrote about if you want something you have to go after it and be proactive. Like when you're searching for a job you have to put in applications and go on interviews and do the work. You're not going to find a job sitting on your ass. Well, at least the likelihood of someone just randomly coming up to you and offering you a job is slim.

Well, that's how I feel about dating and love. Yeah, you can just sit around and wait for Mr. Right to come to you, or... you can go looking for him. You can meet people and go on dates and put yourself out there. So, that's what I've been doing. I signed up for online dating and so far in the last month I've gone on dates with two guys and well they weren't bad dates, it's just that chemistry, the spark, the connection that makes you think wow I'd really like to hang around this person more just hasn't been there. It really is a shame because they seem like really nice guys, just not the right guy for me.

Something happened yesterday that was pretty cool though. It was really busy at work and a little chaotic and I felt like I was running in circles. But I was kind of chit chatting with this guy I was serving, not flirting; he was with a girl. I assumed the girl was his date or girlfriend, but apparently not because the guy wrote his phone number on the credit card slip and told me to "call him." So I'm thinking... well obviously I could talk to this guy fairly well and he seemed nice. I don't exactly recall if I was physically attracted to him so much because I was in work mode and he was with another girl, so I wasn't trying to check him out. I don't do things like that. So I'm debating whether or not I should call him. I think I should. It might be fun. You never know. It couldn't hurt.

Interesting things keep happening at work and it's kind of fun. Even though last night was crazy, hectic... But I got to keep my head up and stay focus and keep doing what I'm doing. Being successful and keeping a smile on my face.