Thursday, April 14, 2011

Blessing With a Mask

So I got suspended for the restaurant today, which basically means that I'm fired, at least I'm pretty sure I am. I know that's kind of a negative way of looking at it, but to me it's the most realistic. I am a little bummer and definitely a little worried about how I'll be managing to pay the bills, because my other part-time job is not going to cut it. But I have to remain hopeful and positive that bigger and better thing will come. I have more potential than I am fulfilling. I need to find a way to harness my potential.

Tonight I've been a little confused on how I should feel. I have gone through a wave of emotions. To be honest I'm excited a little bit. Without working at the restaurant I will be able to do things I never get to do. Like going to Mother's Day and being able to stay the whole day. I might even get to see the fireworks on 4th of July! I'm SO excited about that--you don't even know.

There are so many things in life that I have been missing out on because I always have to work. Little things that other people with 9-5 jobs might take for granted. So I know that this firing is a blessing. I don't know what I'm going to do yet with my life, but I hope that something will lead me through the right path.

Life has thrown me some twist in life and I'm trying so hard to take them and roll with the punches. No matter what... I will find love and success.

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